Chapter One Hundred and Forty.

These past 5 days have been uber stressful and tiring, but in a good way.

Sri KDU's prom was last Wednesday. Followed mom to do a few errands in the early afternoon and then came back and had a shower. Got dressed and headed over to Studio 98. Had an encounter with an unfriendly person who thought they were God's gift or something equally as fucking ridiculous. Guess some things never change, ey? (; Eric wasn't free to do my make up so someone else did it. I hated it, she did shit of a job by making my face look so powdery and used some disgusting corpse coloured eye shadow. Was on the verge of tears but then Eric saw how upset I was and helped to touch up. Was very happy with my hair though, as always. Paid RM100 for a full make up that I most probably could've done myself, and would've been better. Ugh.

Mom sent me over to BSC after where the boyfriend was already waiting with his driver. Finally reached the Gardens Hotel at about 7.30pm. Waited for Nick to come with our tickets. Went up to the ballroom. Was pretty surprised it was a buffet. The performances were good. Didn't really enjoy myself 'cause I was still so pissed off about my make up. Went home slightly after midnight.

Ash came over the next morning. Played with Kaiser and watched some videos while waiting for Soon Seng and the other church people to come. Finally, they arrived at around 2pm. Aunty Grace came along too to help us with the cookie baking. Ash and Soon Seng went to buy dry ice halfway. Anne, Ian and myself left for Ikea to get wrapping paper, vanilla scented candles and other stuff for the Christmas party. Ash had already left by the time we got back. Had dinner. Then they all left. It doesn't sound like a tiring day, but it was. Trust me.

Friday was so chaotic. Had to call and BEG Secret Recipe to give me the custom made cake Rizki and I thought of for Ash(more on that later) by Sunday and finally did in the end. I have awesome persuading skills. Kidding. Was shredding crepe paper while on the phone and forced mom and Kelly to help me so that I could get the job done in time. Was supposed to do it the night before but I was just way too tired. Almost smashed my head through the wall when Rekha told me that Chillis doesn't allow reservations. It really seemed that everything was just going wrong. Reached youth at 3pm and immediately started tying strings to balloons for about 2 hours while doing some other tasks in between. Anne drove Brenda, Rachel and I over to her place to shower and get dressed. Managed to be back at youth before 6.30pm and then continued with the setting up. Everything turned out good in the end. Was really glad with the outcome. (: Left at about 11 I think. Jean called and ask if they could come pick me up to go and watch Zombieland. Had to pass cause I was going out with the boyfriend the next day.

Met up with Ash in OU at lunch time on Saturday. He really wanted to watch Avatar but GSC was full so we bought tickets in TGV instead. Had lunch in Garden. Went to Topshop to buy undies for myself after. Walked around a bit before it was time for our movie. It was interesting and so damn realistic. Good show. Had some damn sinful cakes for tea in Chocolate. Walked around some more. The fatty got hungry again so we went to Molten Lava or something like that for more food. I didn't eat again, mind you. Left for home at around 6.30pm. Practiced the song I was going to sing for Ash on his birthday like a million times until my voice was raspy. Watched The Notebook with the sister before going to sleep.

It was the boyfriend's birthday yesterday. Parents dropped me off in BSC after church where Ash and his parents and sister picked me up. Went to KL Hilton for lunch. Had damn good Chinese food in Chyna. Relaxed for a while in the lobby. Jean was working at the cafe there. Went back to his house. Gave him my present which was a Tommy Hilfiger wallet, nothing comparegood d to the BlackBerry Bold and huge new computer screen his parents got for him. :/Spent quality time together while I was cracking my skull texting everyone especially Rizki and the BFF about the surprise party. Thank God he's such a blur person and didn't notice at all.

Had to wait until everyone else was there before we could go 'cause then it would be obvious something is up if we bump into them. Texted his mom from upstairs and asked her to stall for about 10 minutes before leaving. Pretended I needed to pee damn badly so we had to quickly go and book a place first. My heart was beating so fast and my thoughts were screaming "WHERE THE HELL IS EVERYONE!?" while we were at the entrance. And then all of my lovies showed up yelling SURPRISE! The boyfriend was so stunned, I could tell. Haha. (: Kat arrived minutes after. Went outside to where our table was. Went around hugging everyone and thanking them for showing up early so we could get a reservation. Richie showed up later to see Kat. Ran up to hug him after not seeing him for so long. Shared a meal with Joanne 'cause I was too excited to be hungry.

After dinner and the mini cake which Chillis provided which was then smashed in Ash's face, Rekha, Rizki, Joanne and I pretended to go to the toilet at different times and went to the kitchen area to prepare the second surprise, which the A4 sized chocolate moist cake with the Leviathan album printed on the icing. It was THE most gorgeous cake I've ever seen; every Mastodon fan's dream cake, I swear. When the boyfriend caught sight of it he couldn't stopped staring with eyes that look like they were going to pop out of its sockets and saying "holy shit!" again and again. Was ecstatic that he was so happy. He stared at the cake for about 10 whole minutes and everyone else was taking like a million pictures of it before we finally convinced him to cut it up so we could eat it. And damn, was it good.

Got Terence and the other guys to persuade him to go to the toilet with them while I practiced "Crazier" for 1 final time. Had to hide behind the pillar and wait for him to come. He was so shocked when he saw me with the guitar. I couldn't even begin at first 'cause I was so emotional. Managed to only sing till the first chorus before bursting into tears. Just seeing him so overjoyed made me feel like the most acomplished person in life. I totally ruined the song and made a total fool out of myself, but it was worth it seeing how happy the love of my life was. Ended up sobbing happy tears in the boyfriend's arms while everyone else was cheering and taking embarrassing pictures of us. Lol. Settled the almost RM600 bill before going to Tutti Frutti for dessert.

Chilled there for a while before everyone went home, leaving Re, Saf, Dine, Nel and I. Talked for a bit before mom came. Was home by 11.30pm.

Before I end this post, I'd like to thank everyone for showing up yesterday and making my first ever surprise party a big success. I never realized how much I've missed everyone until yesterday.

To my bestest best friend in the whole wide world, thank you for helping me organize this and so sorry for all the stress it caused you. I really couldn't have done it without you. And thank you so so much for the 9 months late birthday present, I love it, especially the damn sweet card you put so much effort into making. ILY, BFF! :D

To Rizki, oh my God, where do I begin. Thank you so much for helping me collect the cake and sending the email when my internet was down. It was because of you that Ash got his dream cake. It wouldn't have been possible if it weren't for you. And I'm so sorry for waking you up one morning and calling you when you were busy. I will think of a way to repay you back, somehow. You are one fucking awesome friend, I swear. (:

To my girlfriend, thank you for bringing your guitar all the way to Bangsar for me and letting me hide it in the bushes. I wouldn't have been able to sing the song if it weren't for you. Sorry if I caused you any inconvenience and thanks so much again. Loves!

To Iskandar and Armand, thank you for showing up last minute. You guys really made a difference 'cause both of you are so hilarious and friendly and even though I don't know you both that well, you still showed up for Ash's sake. Thank you for that, for making his day more special.

To Terence, Nadine, Safia, Joanne, Anir, and Harjoth, thank you so so much for going there damn early so we could get places. Hope you guys weren't dying of boredom or anything like that. If it weren't for you guys, we would have probably have to go find another restaurant and that would've been so stressful and depressing as Chillis is Ash's favourite eatery.

To Kat, thanks for TRYING to come early. Haha. (;

To Ash, I hope I made it the best day of your life. I think you, and everyone else who was there, can see how much you mean to me and how deeply in love I am with you. Happy birthday again, dearest.

Okay, I'm done. These are the few pictures I took. View the rest on Facebook after everyone else has tagged me.

PS; I need a new wallet badly. Santa? :(

Till then.

Mine and his.

First birthday cake; with the family.

Jason and Sydney. Aww.

Everyone.

That's right, people. Mastodon's Leviathan album cover on a cake.

He wouldn't let anyone, even me cut his precious cake.

Girlfriend and BFF. Re looks so gorgeous with her new fringe!

Dine, Saf, Kat and I. (:

Iskandar!

The damn awesome card the closest people made for him.

Last night;

Say it's me that you'll adore, for now and evermore ♥

Credits to the photographer whose album had this picture. Will do a proper update soon.

Chapter One Hundred and Thirty Nine.

I've been busy.

Went to The Curve in the evening last Monday. Met up with the boyfriend in Starbucks and gave him a big, big hug as well as his presents. Hope he likes them. Walked around a while and then Jean, Soon Seng and Ian came. Walked around Ikano and Ikea looking for Christmas decorations for the party this coming Friday. Went to Tesco and Living Cabin as well. Had dinner in Sakae Sushi. Ash decided to go home after that. Left for Times Square with the rest to check out the party shop there. Was closed by the time we arrived. Managed to get quite some ideas from the deco outside so I guess our efforts weren't entirely wasted. They wanted to watch New Moon but sadly, I was going to Taylors the next day to apply for college. Sucks to be me. They dropped me home at about 11.30pm. Realized that I left my phone in Soon Seng's car after like half an hour. Panicked like shit and made a few phone calls to make sure I didn't drop my Berry anywhere. Olio came in the house and didn't leave my side the whole time while I was stressing out. Adorable much. Didn't sleep well. Hello, insomnia. It's been long.

Went to Taylors in Subang Jaya at about 12pm the next day. I'm taking SAM for sure now and have no idea who else is taking it too. Fo now, I'm all alone. And honestly, I couldn't care less. Had lunch in Champs. Soon Seng was so nice and dropped by to pass me my phone. Dropped dad home and then followed mom to granny's house to pick up Rachelle and her mom. Went to the temple nearby as granny needed to pay respects to grandpa. Got home and didn't do much. Watched Orphan for the third time as Rach hadn't watched it yet.

Went to OU the next day to watch New Moon after such a long wait. Had lunch in Pasta Zanmai. Am getting quite sick of Japanese food. Shocking, I know.

Did absofuckinglutely nothing on Thursday. Could feel myself rotting from boredom. The only activity we did was to go for a walk in the park in the morning.

Went to Pavilion early the next morning. Had breakfast in the food court as most restaurants were not opened yet. Walked around. Bought eyeliner from stage and a pair of earrings from Forever 21. Had lunch in Ichiban Boshi. Very nearly threw up from being so stuffed as well as sick of Japanese food. I'm going to lay off it for a least 2 weeks. Came home for a while. Everyone had very light dinner. Went to The Curve after that 'cause mom needed to get some things. Watched The Proposal before knocking out. Effin' funny.

Met up with Ash in OU with the sister and cousin the next day to help him pick out his prom clothes. Got a real nice jacket from Massimo Dutti. Had lunch in Italiannese. His dad picked us back to his place to relax. Went for youth. Mom asked me to invite Ash over for dinner. Was friggin' shocked. Lol. Came back for a while and watched the videos dad took while in Aussie. Went for dinner at some damn good Korean restaurant near my place. The waiter that attended to us was finding fault with my dad and so got an earful from him. I think the boyfie was traumatized. Lol. Mom kept piling food on his plate, afraid that he would starve to death or something. Poor boy. Came back and went for a walk. Sent him home after that. I had a great day. (:

Went to church on Sunday after a 3 week absence. Went to Plaza Damas after for lunch in Penang Village. Cousins came over later. Went for dinner at The Wok. Watched the Ugly Truth.

Rach went home yesterday.

Will be attending KDU's prom in a couple of hours' time. I'm going to be the most under dressed person there. Sad.

Till then.

Chapter One Hundred and Thirty Eight.

I'm finally home! :D Australia was great, but it still doesn't beat home. Missed everyone especially the boyfriend, and not forgetting my baby Olio and Kaiser. Hee.

So the trip was like this;

Malaysia to Sydney to Brisbane to Noosa(for a night) to Brisbane to Gold Coast to Brisbane to Sydney to Malaysia.

Things I did in Aussie:

- Went to Wet 'n' Wild which was hell a lot of fun and the place was swarming with heavily tattooed sex bombs. Major turn on.

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- Ate vomit flavoured jelly beans for fun. Resulted in me chewing on tissue to remove the foul taste.

- Did my own laundry for the first time in my life. :D Well technically, I hung and folded them. Mom did the washing. But still.

- Visited Lone Pine which was a koala and kangaroo sanctuary.

- Fed loads and loads of kangaroos.

- Had my first taste of Chinese takeout.

- Had 5 minute showers; there was a water shortage in Brisbane. Very stressful.

- Stayed in a nice, cosy house in Sunshine Coast for a night.

- Went to the bazaar in Noosa and almost had a heat stroke and didn't get anything. Effin' waste of time.

- Went to Underwater World and missed my chance of swimming with the seals 'cause my period came. Bummer.

- Didn't manage to spend my 20th month with Ash. :(

- Went to Movie World on the way to Gold Coast.

- Stayed in JW Marriott there which was so damn nice.

- Shopped all over. Bought only 11 things in total for myself. Boo. Expected to come back with loads of new stuff. Got the boyfriend a few things.

- Went to Sea World. I love, love, love the dolphins there.

- Played with a damn adorable white kid that could speak fluent English and friggin' Mandarin in the park near Niall's house before I left for Sydney. I should be ashamed.

- Visited the Sydney Opera House and Harbour bridge.

- Went to a few beaches like Bondi and Manly.

- Stayed in JW Marriott in Sydney which was horrible but a lot more expensive than the one in Gold Coast. Wtf.

-Went to Darling Harbour.

I haven't been getting enough sleep, my skin is dry, flushed and pimply, I have dark circles under my eyes and I'm so damn fat now. I had to hold my tears back when I saw the state of my appearance in the mirror on the plane. I've never felt so ugly before. I need to go back to eating healthy and little, apply tons of lotion and moisturizers and catch up on my sleep before I turn into a monster.

Will upload some of the pictures, or you could just view the full album on Facebook.

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I want to watch New Moon but the boyfriend is acting as though it's a form of torture. Anyone willing to accompany me? (;

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Till then.

Port Orient.

Kel.

Niall.

On the way to the park in Brisbane.

Opera House.

Harbour bridge.

Sea World.

Hudson and Nelson. Lol.

Amazing.

Marriott pool side.

My ocean view hotel room.

Movie World.

A fucking fluffy chicken.

Kangaroo.

Disgusting.

Chinese takeout.

Fudge is love.

I think God purposely did this, so I wouldn't be able to post up that long hate post about a certain monstrous creature which is disrespectful, selfish, unreasonable, self centered and everything else that could possibly be wrong with a human.

So, let's see how this ugly little piece of shit looks like, shall we? Well not exactly, it is a combination of the pictures below.

And trust me, I'm not exaggerating... much. Tee hee. (:

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Damn, it sure must suck to be you. I almost feel sorry for you. Almost.

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Have fun getting it on with the same sex, you pathetic thing. Doubt they'll want you either, but good luck trying!

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I told you I could be a really nasty bitch if I wanted to.

Chapter One Hundred and Thirty Seven.

Whoo, I had a sudden urge to blog about my rather progressive day. (;

Woke up and 9.30am, got a text from the boyfriend saying; "Good morning my darling! Just wanted to say I love you. (:" which made me smile like an idiot. So sweet. Took a shower and went downstairs. Parents took me out for breakfast in Kayu but then left me for a while to go a few blocks away to get tiles for the renovation; I can't wait for it to be over, the sound of the construction is driving me crazy. So anyway, I sat down eating my mee mamak(which I haven't had for ages) all by myself like a sad loner. I'll never forgive them. Paid the bill and walked over to Ceremax where the evil couple were. Spent ages there and very nearly died of boredom if it wasn't for my BlackBerry to keep me entertained.

Went over to Sari Ratu for lunch after that. Didn't eat as I was still filled up from breakfast. Dad went home as he had a conference call while mom and I went to the nearby pet store which name I can never remember and got some stuff for my beloved German Shepherds. Spotted this new place called Cupcake Corner which obviously serves cupcakes and went in for some dessert. Couldn't resist, cupcakes are one of my biggest weaknesses. Shit, I seriously have to cut down on my sugar intake even though it's not much if I want to have a sexy flat stomach so I can get my damn inverse navel piercing. Yes, I decided not to pierce my hips as the skin there is so friggin' thin, meaning it will tear anytime. Ouch.

Headed over to Giant to get some groceries as well as loads of toiletries in Guardian which are meant for our 2 week trip to Australia this coming Sunday. Will be bringing my laptop along so keep reading for updates, yo. Going to miss my loves and lover so much! Not to mention I'm going to be missing my 20th blissful month. Ah, he's going to be in Maldives during that time too anyway.

I'm going to be a good nerd and study for BM tonight.

Till then.

Chapter One Hundred and Thirty Six.

First things first, O Levels is finally over, bitches! ;D But we still have to go back to school on Wednesday for BM which is such a kill joy, but it's not like anyone cares about it anyway.

Can't remember everything that happened each day last week, so I'll start with Friday. Had Physics 1, which was pretty alright. Hitched a ride in Rina's car over to Mr Sek's house. Had the last Add Math tuition with Winston, Samuel, Rina and Joanne. Went to some chinese restaurant with Rina and Jo. Went back to school. Had Add Math 2, which was in my opinion was easier than paper 1. Rina dropped Jo and I in Sunway Pyramid after that while the guys went for jamming. Had tea in Sakae Sushi. Walked around. Bought a tank top from Kitschen. Ash and the rest came to pick us up and we went over to Nadine's house for the barbecue. Had a lot of fun cooking for the first time. I know, I'm a spoilt little brat. Be jealous.

Watched Jennifer's Body after that. Nadine, Rekha and Ash dropped me off in Subang Parade at 11.30 plus where mom picked me up. Decided not to sleep over in case I fall sick the next day from sleep deprivation. Mom said I'm such a princess; need to have enough sleep, can't go under the sun, never done housework before, never cooked etc. Sad to admit, but it's true. :/

Went to The Curve the next day. Met up with Anir, Nel and Ash in Ikea. Walked over to Ikano to meet up with Joanne. Had lunch in Vivo. The rest girls came after we were about done with lunch. Jo and I went to to bazaar while the guys went over to Bentley. Managed to resist the urge to shop. Was so proud of myself. (; Watched 2012 at 3.10pm. Freaking awesome movie! Jo and I were screaming and clutching each other at the intense parts while the rest were doing the same. Not to mention the actor who played Sascha or however you spell it is so damn yummy. Went home after that. Slept early that night.

Went to The Gardens after church yesterday. Had lunch in Flying Chilles followed by dessert in Chinoz. Was planning on getting that Guess bag I saw last time for college next year but it wasn't there anymore. Boo. Had the last Chemistry tuition at night. Ended up talking more than studying. Didn't bother revising after that.

Had the last paper today, which was such a relief after that. The boyfriend came to pick me up. His driver dropped us off in Pyramid. Wandered around trying to find a place to have breakfast. Settled with some kebab place. Got a damn adorable sun dress from one of the boutiques. Had an original sugar glazed doughnut from Krispy Kreme. Boyfriend got some weird Ireland potato thing. Watched The Box, which was the dumbest movie ever made after Neverwas or whatever that shit excuse for a movie was called. Didn't understand nuts about what was going on. An ideal movie for stoners. Had lunch in Pasta Zanmai. Walked around for a bit, boyfriend bought me a chocolate chip cupcake. Went to the dentist to polish my teeth after that. I had a good, good day. Even though I ate like a pig. (:

'Cause I ain't giving up on us. ♥

Till then.